Events, Friends, Interviews, Life, Work

Right-Click & View

November 24, 2011

I wish I could really right-click someone’s head, then I’d know why people are the way they are – maybe they were created in a silly .jpeg format instead of the perfect .png. I sometimes feel that I am surrounded by users; people who care very little about my existence but like to know me when they want something. From free concert tickets and merchandise to contact details and information. It can become so stressful and frustrating that it makes me want to just run away. It’s so hard to near impossible to find people who are interested in being my friend for me as a person and not for what I do.

I mean, sometimes I think that people are genuine at first but later they show their true colours. Recently, I’ve had such drama with a now ex-friend. I don’t want to go into details but I was justified in my indescribable anger. This ex-friend is one of the most two-faced and fake people I have ever come across. It saddens me because I was so nice to her but she can turn around and say ‘I see you have no desire on working on friendships in your life‘ – even though she was in the wrong. I’m often made out to look like I’m stuck-up, snobbish, and mean and a general ice princess. LOL, I believe it at times until I step back and think ‘but I do x, y and z for so-and-so’ – my kindness clearly gives people the impression that they can walk all over me. Not anymore. Seriously, I am so tired of it. I think I am getting used to having very, very few good friends.

December is going to be so busy… events, events and more events. I don’t have long period of leave from work, but rather odd days off including public holidays. A lot of people ask if I will be ‘working’ on my days off, public holidays and weekends; yes and no. Yes, because I will attend events, but no because attending events happens to be fun.  On the 4th of December my mom has plans so I was thinking of going to spend the day at Chris Saunders Park by Gateway mall and attend the performance by rock band, Prime Circle and supporting band, Red Light Stereo. I’ve done a short interview with RLS (which sadly did not get published) but not with Prime Circle (oh.em.gee they have over 200, 000 likes on Facebook!). I’ll see if I want to do an interview – if I can sort it out in a week and a half. I love South African music – apparently Prime Circle is great live!

Prime Circle

What are your plans for the December holidays?

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  • Reply Nicole November 23, 2011 at 9:13 pm

    I love Prime Circle! You should really interview them :)

    That was so mean of your ex-friend. I’m sorry Mish :( it’s not nice feeling used – trust me, I know!

    I’ll be chilling in December and enjoying the time off :)

  • Reply Edel November 25, 2011 at 12:32 am

    I know exactly what you mean! I have a friend right now who’s being downright mean but she doesn’t even know it (or she knows it but ignores is). I would love and hate to know what’s going in her head.

    I’ve never heard any of those bands before but they sound petty cool. I just might check them out.

    This December I’m going to be studying for diplomas. Completely lame but that’s my plan. Diplomas in Canada are basically final exams but in the last year of high school. They’re not really post secondary terms. I don’t know why they call them diplomas, haha.

  • Reply tiff November 25, 2011 at 4:37 am

    Haha, right-clicking on someone to get the “properties” is an interesting thought, but if that actually existed in real life, we’d be less incline to interact and socialize with other people. We can still find out a gist of who they are as a person by simply talking to them. ^_^

    Ah,,,sorry to hear about your friend, or ex-friend. I hate drama. I hope you guys work things out!

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  • Reply jenn November 26, 2011 at 6:09 am

    I know what you feel! I guess, it is just a common issue. but hard to deal with. I hate fakers! Though, It really hurts when you found out that the ones you treated so well are those people who only uses you and never been true to you. tsk!

  • Reply Isha November 26, 2011 at 1:04 pm

    I understand every bit of your sentiments, really. Sometimes it’s kinda disappointing how some people view us. & it’s always best to have very few but real friends, at least you’re pretty much assured that they won’t be fake to you and all.

    Hope you would still patch things up with your ex-friend. :)

  • Reply Siobhan December 17, 2011 at 7:47 am


    No real plans for December.

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